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A peace of mind....

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I browsed my music library and found this profound music and lyrics from Brian May...

wanna join to sing?

SAVE ME
It started off so well
They said we made a perfect pair
I clothed myself in your glory and your love
How I loved you
How I cried...
The years of care and loyalty
Were nothing but a sham it seems
The years belie we lived a lie
I love you till I die
Save me save me save me
I cant face this life alone
Save me save me save me...
Im naked and Im far from home

The slate will soon be clean
Ill erase the memories
To start again with somebody new
Was it all wasted
All that love? ...
I hang my head and I advertise
A soul for sale or rent
I have no heart Im cold inside
I have no real intent
Save me save me save me
I cant face this life alone
Save me save me save me...
Im naked and Im far from home

Each night I cry I still believe the lie
I love you till I die
Save me save me save me
Dont let me face my life alone
Save me save me ooh...
Im naked and Im far from home

dedicated to my soul..:-)

He's so humble
He took that role for the sake of defending the "right"
He's a proof that Life is 'way too short' to be wasted
He shown the real meaning of 'repentance'

This so called earth is not a destination
It's only a transit place

I was on my way through the Kebun Jeruk high way, when a full loaded truck was before me. I was little scared, since the road was narrow and up high. That time I was thinking about the life, how short it will. And the fact that life is so fragile. It's beyond our comprehension how a life of someone can change in second.Suddenly my phone rang. I was speechless when a colleague told me that Gito Rollies was just passed away.

My deepest condolence to Gito Rollies...
May you rest in peace
You certainly has touched many lives...--> The goal of every human....

note: The picture is taken during the shooting of KANGEN BAND - FTV Aku Memaang Kampungan produced by AmaarDyo Pictura...

Good Bye Om Gito...

hehehehehehehheheh....

Banyak orang mencoba terlihat "agak nyeleneh" gak mainstream...
Padahal arti mainstream sendiri apa sih?

Musik itu untuk "DIDENGAR" bukan untuk diteliti notnya kampungan atau "Keren"
Tulisan itu harus punya sesuatu untuk "DIBACA"
Film itu untuk dinikmati susah atau senang

Bagus atau tidak bagus gak ada ukurannya...
Hanya hati kecil yang tidak pernah bohong itu, yang akan menjawab...

Gak ada musik indie atau musik gak indie
semuanya itu cuma eksistensi

Ujung - ujungnya...
Untuk musik, coba pejamkan mata dan dengarkan...
Untuk tulisan, coba tutup telinga dan baca
Untuk film atau sinetron, coba tutup pintu, duduk sendiri dan nikmati...

Jangan terpengaruh dengan orang lain!
Hanya orang mainstream yang masih menilai sesuatu dari luarnya!!!
Jadi gak usah dikotak - kotakan HINA atau tidak...

:-)
Esensinya ada di hati...
di hati...
dan cuma di hati....

Dedicated to shallow minded people all over Indonesia...
hehehehheheheh

tabikkk....

You are always with me
The smell of your breath that I enhale every night
The smile of yours that I see every morning
The innocent way of thinking you have for every thing in this word
Simply irresistable...

Where ever I am going, you are always with me..
I love you Langit...

Don't ask me again and again, he says
No...but are you sure? she still asks the same question
He remains still and looks at her deeply. He inhales and exhales...

"Let me take you to the place where our love once bloomed" he says
She is speechless. She is flying to seventh heaven...

"So are we going?" he asks
"yes" she shyly replies

Bustle and hustle
The sirens wails when the door opens
a caucasian with green shirt just entered
two indonesians' face just emerged near my table
Then they spoke in foreign language...

The four guys are seating in a circle. What is their job? Are they a business man or what?
I checked my time limit, I have reached 45 minutes of usage. Still got 4 hours and 15 minutes. The sun is shinning brightly, I looked out of the glass wall. Outside people are smoking freely, burning their money in a form of tobacco. Hmm it's been two weeks I tried to quit smoking. Yeah, I prefer the cold of AC rather then the heat and the smells of nicotine.

A shy girls enters, I stop myself and look at her. She is holding her purse so tight. Hmmm How in the world I think that she's a shy girl. No she's not. She just is looked like a bit feminine. That's it.

I ran from my cabin today. Escape to the theater near me. I just saw a touching Indonesian film. I like Bambang...a genuine and very rare to find. I am "automatically romantic" all of a sudden...

My wheels took me to the down town, where the coffee is their passion, and you can also eat the "king" wrapped in a bun. In the name of searching an inspiration, I excuse and let myself to be where the old times occurred. Back then I was a broadcaster. On the eight floor I used to spread my thought from the microphone. I used to walk around just to find a home fragrance oil.


Yeah here I am.
In the heart of the city.
Sarinah Area...
Sip the chocolate and try to get an idea ....
Pfuih...what an escapade...

While I am just sitting before my computer, thinking how can I get out of this routine without leaving my responsibilities.

Bali seems easy to reach yet difficult to plan
Singapore seem so difficult to reach too
I skip the plan to watch mr. Gordon Sumner
While my Qatar's plan is pending due to the resident permit of my dearest Ratih.

Arggghhh....I really want to escapade.
Why can't I???

Sebel banget !!!!!

I just got back from Global Doctor this afternoon when I reached my table and saw a lovely little miss India's puppet and also a picture of Indian God -hmm I forgot he's Krishna or...- . I was so surprised and wandered for a while, from whom these two ethnics. Then I flipped the picture and there it is, the signature from one of great artists ( i don't know many, that's why heheheh)..He's ONE (pronounce it "OW - NAY)  ZHAN - a painter and also the creative director in the company I work for. He just came back from business trip to Singapore. Huhuhuhu..I envy him. Meanwhile It's like a wishful thinking for me to take couple days of vacation due to the piling jobs:-(

anyhow, thank you Mas Once or One
the puppet and the picture absolutely made up my day after battling the acid in my stomach...

PS: this is One zhan's blog --> onezhan.multiply.com. Have a look : - )

Suddenly I see ...Suddenly I see...
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see ...Suddenly I see...
Why the hell it means so much to me
~KT TUNSTALL, Suddenly I see

Last Monday I went to Ahmad Dhani's house to discuss something. It was 2. 30 PM then after 1.30 hour, I went out of his house headed to Cinere. That day I and Djoko had an appointment with Ahmad Albar. After driving along the way from Pondok Indah to Cinere, we finally arrived in Cinere. But we don't know exactly his house, so we asked several people in the street. I was waiting in the car while Djoko got down from the car and asked someone. I saw from my right car rear mirror a car passed. And I can see clearly the driver. It was Ahmad Albar. I asked Djoko to get in the car quickly as I have to after the car.

Eventually his car stopped. He got down from his car, followed with two guys. I think they were his friends not policeman :). Djoko got down from the car and so did I. We greeted him and talked to him about the project. He politely excused himself and asked to reschedule the meeting. We agreed. I gave him the paper. We bid a dieu to him and thanked him as well.

We got in the car and thanked God that we met him. If we didn't get lost when finding his house, we might loose the chance of meeting him. Me and Djoko kept on laughing hilariously in the car. What a great moment we just passed...

A day passed...

The next day I was so hectic that I skipped the following up with Ahmad Albar. When meeting, my colleague told me that he is busted by the police. And it happened at the same day. I met him in the afternoon and he is busted in the late evening...

Pfuih...
Wish all the best for him...

Ngantuk
Ngantuk
Ngantuk

Duh mata gue perih, kepala gue kangen sama bantal di rumah. Ditambah lagi aroma Spa Wisdom dari home fragrance oilnya The Body Shop menambah rasa ingin tidur. Tapi pekerjaan belum selesai. Sementara di otak gue sudah terbayang butik NyLa yang menurut cik ratih ada baju bagus di situ. Di otak gue yang lainnya kebayang lorong - lorong di bugis junction S'pore, Musik reggae yang diputar di Apache di jalan Legian, Sepatu - sepatu berkualitas biasa aja tapi keren di Vincci di Mal Sungei Wang, lari - lari di pasir coklat muda atau krem gitu - di pantai Dreamland...hmm dan masih banyak lagi.

Tapi gue masih di Jakarta. Jakarta yang sumpek. Bosaaaaaaaaaan. Pagi ini aja gue memutuskan gak nyetir. MALESS. Gue enek sama kemacetan. Enek sama pengendara motor, walalupun suami gue aja lebih sering naik motor dari pada bawa mobil ke tempat kerja. Bosen!!!

Gue jadi cepet marah (hmm kayaknya udah dari dulu deh:P)
Kemarin gue pesen sama cik ratih. "Cik kalau elu dah nyampe di QATAR, kasih tahu gue apa yang elu rindukan dari kota nge**k Jakarta Raya ini?" Tapi please jangan bilang elu kangen sama kemacetannya yah! heheheheheh....

Gue pengen deh ada suatu masa dalam hidup gue di mana gue akan kangen sama Jakarta, kangen sama bau busuk bensin - bensin oplosan, kangen sama orang - orangnya yang gak mau ngalah (termasuk gue), kangen sama Mal - Mal basi, kangen sama ketidakjelasan pemerintahan daerah,,,, dan apa aja deh yagn berhubungan dengan Jakarta.

Susahnya gue ini adalah metropolitan female alias seneng banget sama suasana metropolitan. Butuh keterpaksaan bagi gue untuk bisa tinggal di daerah pegunungan atau tempat terpencil lainnya. Tapi kalau memang gue ini metropolitan female, kenapa gue gak suka clubbing di Jakarta. Memang sudah gak waktunya lagi gue clubbing, tapi gue masih ingat kalau gue ke luar kota atau luar negeri gue akan jadi anak remaja yang norak yang dengan hebohnya mau ke club - club hip atau sekedar tempat karaoke seperti KAROAKU di Yogyakarta (bener gak yah namanya :P).

Pengen ke library -LABILBIO - yang di samping Ratu Plaza, tapi trus habis itu gue akan nanya sama diri gue, ke sana naik apa yah?

Gue pengen ke club dengerin musik chill out atau dub atau apa ajalah. Gue males!!!

Duh maunya apa sih gue??????
Ok...Ok...
Maybe What I really want is to feel the feelings of being a foreigner. Smell the new scent, see the new place, speak different language instead of my mother tounge, wake up at different time zone, see the different angle of the sun or the moon, glaze at different faces, sip the different blend of moccachino, walking with different style according to a local rhythm...

ARRGHHHH..Get me out of here..but don't erase me...Like or dislike I am still a citizen of Jakarta!!!
Phew..................

Something is got to do with a life. A life that rolls in every oxygen that everyone of us inhale. It's under your skin, it's above your understanding. Why would you run towards the line when you know you will not be the winner. Or maybe you will stay forever as a loser?

Did any oxygen -you inhalve - ever lie to you?
It's the same air that you always breathe. It never change a bit.
You still need an oxygen, rite?
So believe in it. That only oxygen can keep your suffocation away.

Were you hurt?
Maybe because you just fell...
fell in to the path so called "love"
Yes, You just fell in love...

So believe in it.
nothing's changed
And what you have to do is to trust
a trust that the air that you breathe is an oxygen.
Nothing but an oxygen

dedicated to "sweet soul sista"

Yes I can..
Don't worry...

It successfully pulls the hidden memory that I want to let go
It makes me feel pathetically romantic :)
It makes me feel lazy, that I ended up browsing and sipping my coffee only instead of writing an idea.
Arggghh...then Why I gave five stars for today's rain?

Hmmm
I wanna know..have you ever seen the rain...
coming down on a sunny day...

This is what it says for today:
GEMINI:
You are living proof that a person doesn't have to be an Olympic gymnast to be extremely skilled at balance! Rest easy knowing that there's nothing in this day you can't handle with grace, no matter how random a curveball it may be that's coming at you. Socially, you are also ready to balance your career connections with your personal life -- which could result in some very exciting opportunities. It looks like you might be able to increase your earnings a lot earlier than you thought.

ME: AMEEEEENNNN

taken from friendster.

Another scratch I got this morning on my schwarz (my car). This is because I keep on moving forward while I didn't realize there's a bike in front of me. It was because I didn't want to let a "mikrolet" pass my car. Yeah Jakarta is back!! After having a peacefull driving nearly a week, now Jakarta misbehave again.

Capek, stress!!!!
I have only one wish. Nop I didn't wish Jakarta traffic gets better cause it will not. I just wish I CAN DRIVE METROMINI at least a day. I really want to know how does it feel to drive that small bus. I will drive like a Metromini driver. Who drives ruthless and irresponsible. And to every car I bump or hit or scratch I will only say: MAAF BANG...MAAF...(in Batak accent!!) and i will keep on driving ignorantly. heheheheh

:P