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<img src="http://www.geocities.com/vredawuisan/blogpage2.jpg"> http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/ Tue, 1 Jul 2008 19:10:35 -0000 Thu, 26 Jun 2008 11:46:12 -0000 <img src="http://www.geocities.com/vredawuisan/blogpage2.jpg"> http://images.thetranquilizer.multiply.com/logo http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com 100 100 Put your head on my Shoulder http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/music/item/57/Put_your_head_on_my_Shoulder Thu, 26 Jun 2008 11:46:12 -0000 i love kung fu panda - There's no secret recipe Must see Movie This is not a kid movie So many philosophies in this movie Here's the excerpt "There's no secret recipe...if you want to make it special, you just have to believe that it's special" Yesterday is history Tomorrow is mystery Today is a gift that's why they call it "present" You have to be yourself!!! Ah..and many more... Great movie!!! note: Image: Po and Shifu credit: imdb for the image http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/reviews/item/18 Tue, 17 Jun 2008 03:47:15 -0000 The exaggeration I am not a drama queen, yes some say i am cause i create drama on tv... but nevertheless, I like to exagerate especially the picture I witness... These are two, more pics are coming up... http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/photos/album/73/The_exaggeration Fri, 2 May 2008 09:35:32 -0000 kalau infotainment mengambil gambar secara sembunyi - sembunyi - CALLING OUT INDO LAW!!!! Gue ngeliat dewi persik diintip oleh sebuah kamera dan ditampilkan di seleb.tv Trus tadi di silet ada kamera tersembunyi saat mewawancarai manager PR RItz carlton Nah gue penasaran...Apakah mereka (infotainment) bisa dituntut??Karena (mungkin) mengintip privasi orang lain?? Gue penasaran bangetI wish i can get the answer immediately... YEAAAHHHH http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/403/kalau_infotainment_mengambil_gambar_secara_sembunyi_-_sembunyi_-_CALLING_OUT_INDO_LAW Fri, 18 Apr 2008 04:45:15 -0000 The most expensive thing in this world is.... A peace of mind.... ..... http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/389/The_most_expensive_thing_in_this_world Tue, 18 Mar 2008 04:36:00 -0000 My sketch- dedicated to my Rastafari I just found this painting couple days ago by the hand of an angel who kept it secretly... "Looking back to those moments in the past through my sketch, makes me realize that things happened literally for the best http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/photos/album/72/My_sketch-_dedicated_to_my_Rastafari Fri, 14 Mar 2008 08:36:33 -0000 Save me I browsed my music library and found this profound music and lyrics from Brian May... wanna join to sing? SAVE ME It started off so well They said we made a perfect pair I clothed myself in your glory and your love How I loved you How I cried... The years of care and loyalty Were nothing but a sham it seems The years belie we lived a lie I love you till I die Save me save me save me I cant face this life alone Save me save me save me... Im naked and Im far from home The slate will soon be clean Ill erase the memories To start again with somebody new Was it all wasted All that love? ... I hang my head and I advertise A soul for sale or rent I have no heart Im cold inside I have no real intent Save me save me save me I cant face this life alone Save me save me save me... Im naked and Im far from home Each night I cry I still believe the lie I love you till I die Save me save me save me Dont let me face my life alone Save me save me ooh... Im naked and Im far from home dedicated to my soul..:-) http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/382/Save_me Mon, 3 Mar 2008 08:02:43 -0000 Life is so fragile - Ode to Gito Rollies... <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R8fO4QoKCEIAAAtmyGk1"><img class="alignleft" src="http://images.thetranquilizer.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R8fO4QoKCEIAAAtmyGk1/gitorollies%26kangenband.jpg?et=R2VMdU1h15P988I22YtPeA&nmid=&nmid=84169412" border="0"></a>He's so humble He took that role for the sake of defending the "right" He's a proof that Life is 'way too short' to be wasted He shown the real meaning of 'repentance' This so called earth is not a destination It's only a transit place I was on my way through the Kebun Jeruk high way, when a full loaded truck was before me. I was little scared, since the road was narrow and up high. That time I was thinking about the life, how short it will. And the fact that life is so fragile. It's beyond our comprehension how a life of someone can change in second.Suddenly my phone rang. I was speechless when a colleague told me that Gito Rollies was just passed away. My deepest condolence to Gito Rollies... May you rest in peace You certainly has touched many lives...--> The goal of every human.... note: The picture is taken during the shooting of KANGEN BAND - FTV Aku Memaang Kampungan produced by AmaarDyo Pictura... Good Bye Om Gito... http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/380/Life_is_so_fragile_-_Ode_to_Gito_Rollies... Fri, 29 Feb 2008 09:23:51 -0000 check it out folks!! <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R8SC4woKCEIAAAhltXQ1"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.thetranquilizer.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R8SC4woKCEIAAAhltXQ1/LALIGHTSINDIEFESTLAUNCH.jpg?et=qQ%2BDy%2ChtBk7FzgdRfqitYQ&nmid=" border="0"></a> http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/379/check_it_out_folks Tue, 26 Feb 2008 21:22:37 -0000 Memangnya membuat sinetron itu HINA yah???? hehehehehehehheheh.... Banyak orang mencoba terlihat "agak nyeleneh" gak mainstream... Padahal arti mainstream sendiri apa sih? Musik itu untuk "DIDENGAR" bukan untuk diteliti notnya kampungan atau "Keren" Tulisan itu harus punya sesuatu untuk "DIBACA" Film itu untuk dinikmati susah atau senang Bagus atau tidak bagus gak ada ukurannya... Hanya hati kecil yang tidak pernah bohong itu, yang akan menjawab... Gak ada musik indie atau musik gak indie semuanya itu cuma eksistensi Ujung - ujungnya... Untuk musik, coba pejamkan mata dan dengarkan... Untuk tulisan, coba tutup telinga dan baca Untuk film atau sinetron, coba tutup pintu, duduk sendiri dan nikmati... Jangan terpengaruh dengan orang lain! Hanya orang mainstream yang masih menilai sesuatu dari luarnya!!! Jadi gak usah dikotak - kotakan HINA atau tidak... :-) Esensinya ada di hati... di hati... dan cuma di hati.... Dedicated to shallow minded people all over Indonesia... hehehehheheheh tabikkk.... http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/376/Memangnya_membuat_sinetron_itu_HINA_yah Wed, 20 Feb 2008 07:51:48 -0000 If a picture paints a thousand words... What words could this picture paint? http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/photos/album/69/If_a_picture_paints_a_thousand_words... Tue, 19 Feb 2008 08:52:03 -0000 Where ever I am going <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R7AfAgoKCEIAAAhptdQ1"><img class="alignleft" src="http://images.thetranquilizer.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R7AfAgoKCEIAAAhptdQ1/langsmall.jpg?et=Qh7UELaqr9MDrKGC7c8AdQ&nmid=" border="0"></a>You are always with me The smell of your breath that I enhale every night The smile of yours that I see every morning The innocent way of thinking you have for every thing in this word Simply irresistable... Where ever I am going, you are always with me.. I love you Langit... http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/370/Where_ever_I_am_going Sun, 10 Feb 2008 16:07:39 -0000 are you sure? <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R5WaggoKCEIAADM2hy41"><img class="alignright" src="http://images.thetranquilizer.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R5WaggoKCEIAADM2hy41/100_2772.JPG?et=4OCJTEnXkaL7BcpeK1AWWQ&nmid=" border="0"></a>Don't ask me again and again, he says No...but are you sure? she still asks the same question He remains still and looks at her deeply. He inhales and exhales... "Let me take you to the place where our love once bloomed" he says She is speechless. She is flying to seventh heaven... "So are we going?" he asks "yes" she shyly replies http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/367/are_you_sure Tue, 22 Jan 2008 07:28:38 -0000 Down town <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R5R64AoKCEIAAD4T5cs1"><img class="alignleft" src="http://images.thetranquilizer.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R5R64AoKCEIAAD4T5cs1/PIC00251.jpg?et=7%2CQoZ1X2oQIRyojCpeYnkQ&nmid=" border="0"></a>Bustle and hustle The sirens wails when the door opens a caucasian with green shirt just entered two indonesians' face just emerged near my table Then they spoke in foreign language... The four guys are seating in a circle. What is their job? Are they a business man or what? I checked my time limit, I have reached 45 minutes of usage. Still got 4 hours and 15 minutes. The sun is shinning brightly, I looked out of the glass wall. Outside people are smoking freely, burning their money in a form of tobacco. Hmm it's been two weeks I tried to quit smoking. Yeah, I prefer the cold of AC rather then the heat and the smells of nicotine. A shy girls enters, I stop myself and look at her. She is holding her purse so tight. Hmmm How in the world I think that she's a shy girl. No she's not. She just is looked like a bit feminine. That's it. I ran from my cabin today. Escape to the theater near me. I just saw a touching Indonesian film. I like Bambang...a genuine and very rare to find. I am "automatica... http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/366/Down_town Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:00:55 -0000 People are planning for the trip While I am just sitting before my computer, thinking how can I get out of this routine without leaving my responsibilities. Bali seems easy to reach yet difficult to plan Singapore seem so difficult to reach too I skip the plan to watch mr. Gordon Sumner While my Qatar's plan is pending due to the resident permit of my dearest Ratih. Arggghhh....I really want to escapade. Why can't I??? Sebel banget !!!!! http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/365/People_are_planning_for_the_trip Mon, 21 Jan 2008 03:35:28 -0000 I should be so thankful for the opportunity I have to explore my capability without deprived by the so called "social rule" that female should stay at home or only take care the family. I saw and heard so many female have to convince her husband for their freedom. I really thank God that mostly I can do many things I like without any fear that my husband will limit my freedom. And this freedom is not for me to spoil it but to spend it wisely. I should be thankful more for that for other females are dying to have at least time for theirselves... So, what else I could ask for more....? http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/364/I_should_be_so_thankful Mon, 14 Jan 2008 10:57:23 -0000 Little miss India <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R4s17QoKCEIAABGKBI01"><img class="alignleft" src="http://images.thetranquilizer.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R4s17QoKCEIAABGKBI01/PIC00242.jpg?et=vKiPnKzaZUBGtJNszIROGQ&nmid=&nmid=77533881&nmid=77533881" border="0"></a>I just got back from Global Doctor this afternoon when I reached my table and saw a lovely little miss India's puppet and also a picture of Indian God -hmm I forgot he's Krishna or...- . I was so surprised and wandered for a while, from whom these two ethnics. Then I flipped the picture and there it is, the signature from one of great artists ( i don't know many, that's why heheheh)..He's ONE (pronounce it "OW - NAY)  ZHAN - a painter and also the creative director in the company I work for. He just came back from business trip to Singapore. Huhuhuhu..I envy him. Meanwhile It's like a wishful thinking for me to take couple days of vacation due to the piling jobs:-( anyhow, thank you Mas Once or One the puppet and the picture absolutely made up my day after battling the acid in my stomach... PS: this is One zhan's blog --> onezhan.multiply.com. Have a look : - ) http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/363/Little_miss_India Mon, 14 Jan 2008 10:20:25 -0000 Perempuan Punya Cerita Last Saturday I watched Perempuan Punya Cerita. The film is directed by four directors -all female - Nia Dinata, Upi Avianto, Fatimah Tobing and Lasja F Susatyo. There are four stories, all about female. set in different premises and stories, this film shouts for the dignity of women. How women sees sex, love, relationship and sacrifice... Enough blah blah blah.... I am not gonna tell the story plot or whatever the story is... The visual is natural ( I think, hmmm) cause it's quite dark actually... Every story ends up with a sadness look... Maybe that's how female's life is all about, especially in Indonesia... Anyway... What I can get from the movie was "That I have to be thankful to what I have now or then..And thank God for many choices I have.... Cause there are many people who has to live the life with no choice... Or if they have choices, it is only two that is "to live or to http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/reviews/item/17 Mon, 7 Jan 2008 04:42:59 -0000 Save Room - John Legend http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/music/item/55/Save_Room_-_John_Legend Fri, 28 Dec 2007 04:48:33 -0000 I am melted with this song... Intro: G G                 D Malam ini ku sendiri Em                    D Tak ada yang menemani C             G     Seperti malam-malam D                        G     Yang sudah-sudah G               D Hati ini selalu sepi Em                       D Tak ada yang menghiasi C&nbs... http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/357/I_am_melted_with_this_song... Wed, 12 Dec 2007 02:54:36 -0000 Suddenly I see Suddenly I see ...Suddenly I see... This is what I wanna be Suddenly I see ...Suddenly I see... Why the hell it means so much to me ~KT TUNSTALL, Suddenly I see http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/356/Suddenly_I_see Tue, 11 Dec 2007 06:07:29 -0000 URGENTLY NEEDED: ASSISTANT WRITER (UPDATED) UPDATED LATER A FRIEND of mine NEEDS AN ASSISTANT WRITER!!!! "A very lucrative career awaits for those who knows the meaning of hard work and dedication" immediately required: Assistant Writer. qualification: - posses a fluency in english (writen and oral) - Able to work with computer/internet ( a must lah!!) - Creative, has a broaden knowledge of lifestyle and entertainment, also film!!! - Should be able to "write" the screenplay or at least know the format of screenplay. -AGE: 23-31 YO SEND YOUR RESUME and sample of your writings to liebefreitag@gmail.com before 10 Dec. DON'T SEND ANY PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME!!! :) Just send to the above mail!!! Cepat Cepat kirimkannn!!!!!! http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/354/URGENTLY_NEEDED_ASSISTANT_WRITER_UPDATED Thu, 6 Dec 2007 07:24:04 -0000 A bouquet for my dear Today was Imelda's birthday. She works with me in the same company yet she's more than a colleague to me...I bought a bouquet for her...I said "this is pre-wedding bouquet...hehehheheh... And for myself I have bought a rose...a red rose:) hehehehhe http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/photos/album/67/A_bouquet_for_my_dear Wed, 5 Dec 2007 04:34:08 -0000 I met him before he's arrested:( Last Monday I went to Ahmad Dhani's house to discuss something. It was 2. 30 PM then after 1.30 hour, I went out of his house headed to Cinere. That day I and Djoko had an appointment with Ahmad Albar. After driving along the way from Pondok Indah to Cinere, we finally arrived in Cinere. But we don't know exactly his house, so we asked several people in the street. I was waiting in the car while Djoko got down from the car and asked someone. I saw from my right car rear mirror a car passed. And I can see clearly the driver. It was Ahmad Albar. I asked Djoko to get in the car quickly as I have to after the car. Eventually his car stopped. He got down from his car, followed with two guys. I think they were his friends not policeman :). Djoko got down from the car and so did I. We greeted him and talked to him about the project. He politely excused himself and asked to reschedule the meeting. We agreed. I gave him the paper. We bid a dieu to him and thanked him as well. We got in the car... http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/350/I_met_him_before_hes_arrested Fri, 30 Nov 2007 04:49:51 -0000 Till we meet again my dear <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/R0FsLgoKCr4AAFjnJ0s1"><img class="alignleft" src="http://images.thetranquilizer.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/R0FsLgoKCr4AAFjnJ0s1/100_2669.jpg?et=6xY9UuXFi6rz6PICaprd9Q" border="0"></a>Something pulls my sadness whenever I remember that she's leaving in this evening. She leaves to Qatar. I don't know for how long she'll be staying in that country. Gosh, I miss her already :( To my dearest Ratih... Time flies... Now you're about to leave our beloved country to pursue your and your hubby's dream... I know that the days ahead will not be the same without you... The distant will not kill... For the friendship we have and we believe, many miles will not separate us... I love you my dear... Thank you for being a great friend...you are definitely not just a friend...you are my true sister.. May God always bless you.. Till we meet again my dear... I love you!!! http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/343/Till_we_meet_again_my_dear Mon, 19 Nov 2007 11:02:48 -0000 Maunya apa sih??? Ngantuk Ngantuk Ngantuk Duh mata gue perih, kepala gue kangen sama bantal di rumah. Ditambah lagi aroma Spa Wisdom dari home fragrance oilnya The Body Shop menambah rasa ingin tidur. Tapi pekerjaan belum selesai. Sementara di otak gue sudah terbayang butik NyLa yang menurut <a style="font-family: georgia,times new roman,times,serif;" href="http://tantewiwi.multiply.com">cik ratih </a>ada baju bagus di situ. Di otak gue yang lainnya kebayang lorong - lorong di bugis junction S'pore, Musik reggae yang diputar di Apache di jalan Legian, Sepatu - sepatu berkualitas biasa aja tapi keren di Vincci di Mal Sungei Wang, lari - lari di pasir coklat muda atau krem gitu - di pantai Dreamland...hmm dan masih banyak lagi. Tapi gue masih di Jakarta. Jakarta yang sumpek. Bosaaaaaaaaaan. Pagi ini aja gue memutuskan gak nyetir. MALESS. Gue enek sama kemacetan. Enek sama pengendara motor, walalupun suami gue aja lebih sering naik motor dari pada bawa mobil ke tempat kerja. Bosen!!! Gue jadi cepet marah (hmm kayaknya udah dari dulu deh:P) Kemarin gue pesen sama cik ratih. "Cik kalau elu dah nyampe di QATAR, k... http://thetranquilizer.multiply.com/journal/item/342/Maunya_apa_sih Fri, 16 Nov 2007 09:45:14 -0000